So my mood swings have been pretty bad the last few weeks. One interesting thing I've noticed is that my bad moods seem to come with other negative moods. One of those combinations is being sad and mad.
One time this seems to keep coming up is anything school related. Not being able to work on essays because I want to scream, not being able to pay attention in class because I don't like the teacher, etc.
But this time, its not school. My boyfriend Nick is a very interesting person. As is his schedule and habits. He currently is unemployed (which he really should fix!), and so has lots of free time. He has a roommate as well. Both are gamers and night owls. And along with all this, his sleeping schedule is whack. He normally sleeps for 8 hours, and is awake for 18. That adds to 26, not 24. So each day, he goes to sleep/wakes up about 2 hours later.
So if I need to ask him a question quickly, I either have to wake him or make judgement without it. Also, sometimes he sleeps during the only times I can talk. That really sucks. But what stinks most of all, is him waking up just to spend time with me. Im selfless, I don't want people to inconvenience themselves for me. He makes the good point that he has tons of time to sleep, but my emotions don't listen.
*sigh* He reads this on occasion, so I really should stop. I got new glasses today. Transitions and prescription sunglasses (car windshields block UV light, with activates transitions). And I also have a surprise coming in the mail. I know what it is, but you don't (unless you=Nick).
Sleep time?? Hopefully...
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