I recently installed the Sims on my new laptop! I have the Sims 3, Ambitions, Night Life, Seasons, Supernatural, Pets, Showtime, and High End Lot Stuff. Im currently creating ideas for Sims families. I have tried legacy in the past, but I just have so many issues not cheating! Hopefully the new content will help with that, so I can resist the urge! Heres one idea...
Matriarch:
Clarissa Leng
Traits:
Flirty
Genius
Charasmatic
Ambitious
Workaholic
Lets see how this works!
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
A new year
Looking back on this past year, I see so many things that have happened that I would never change. These are relatively in order, not really. Im going to highlight a few... These are mostly shoutouts, and even if the people intended never see this, I still want to write it.
Breakup
New Pagan friends
Family camping
Summer camp (Ajawah)
Ajawah family camp stewardess
My Twin
New boyfriend
Shamans
Religious openness
To my ex,
We had years together, but those were the most critical years for finding out who we are. We drifted apart, becoming two different people than we were. You are still dear, and I keep my distance for your sake. You dont like to see me dance with other men, and im sure that me kissing my new boyfriend at midnight hurt you. This is why I keep my distance. But remember, I still care.
Oh my new friends,
You are everything that I needed. You helped me be more open about my religion, not worrying about what anyone thinks. You give me hope, courage, and bravery. I hope we are friends for a long time to come. I consider the Shamans in Owatonna as part of this group, even though you are not all considered friends.
Ajawah.
Two of the best weeks of my life every year! I love seeing all of my friends again every year. This year we had 50 Shades of Grey to read, staying up late to discuss what we all think of the lifestyle (though I mainly listened :p). We had our books wrapped in paper, because it would be a shame if our 'school books' got ruined by the sand. You are all awesome.
And on to family camp.
Fun, stress, annoyance, gross, beautiful. Hanging out with the cook (can you tell im not using names? :p) all week was fun and amazing, talking and learning as much about each other as possible. We work together well! The job was stressful and the people a bit annoying, but thats a slice of the whole. I had to wash grease from meat (was a vegetarian), gross. But the camp was a beautiful as ever ♥.
My Twin,
I am glad I found you. A grown up version of me, something to look forward to. Every time I see you, I see parallels. We have each other in every way except for a sexual sense. I can tell you anything, and you will help me through any situation. Ich liebe dich, Zwilling. If not my true twin, you are at least part of my spiritual family.
My boyfriend,
You are last on the list, but not in my heart. I want to keep you near for now and as long as possible. I dread the day that I move even a state away, just mere hours away from you. You may be thirty minutes away, but you are always here in my heart.
So this is my New Years resolution. I want to keep you around m'dear. Even while you are thirty minutes away and me moving six hours away in the fall, I want you to be mine ♥.
Breakup
New Pagan friends
Family camping
Summer camp (Ajawah)
Ajawah family camp stewardess
My Twin
New boyfriend
Shamans
Religious openness
To my ex,
We had years together, but those were the most critical years for finding out who we are. We drifted apart, becoming two different people than we were. You are still dear, and I keep my distance for your sake. You dont like to see me dance with other men, and im sure that me kissing my new boyfriend at midnight hurt you. This is why I keep my distance. But remember, I still care.
Oh my new friends,
You are everything that I needed. You helped me be more open about my religion, not worrying about what anyone thinks. You give me hope, courage, and bravery. I hope we are friends for a long time to come. I consider the Shamans in Owatonna as part of this group, even though you are not all considered friends.
Ajawah.
Two of the best weeks of my life every year! I love seeing all of my friends again every year. This year we had 50 Shades of Grey to read, staying up late to discuss what we all think of the lifestyle (though I mainly listened :p). We had our books wrapped in paper, because it would be a shame if our 'school books' got ruined by the sand. You are all awesome.
And on to family camp.
Fun, stress, annoyance, gross, beautiful. Hanging out with the cook (can you tell im not using names? :p) all week was fun and amazing, talking and learning as much about each other as possible. We work together well! The job was stressful and the people a bit annoying, but thats a slice of the whole. I had to wash grease from meat (was a vegetarian), gross. But the camp was a beautiful as ever ♥.
My Twin,
I am glad I found you. A grown up version of me, something to look forward to. Every time I see you, I see parallels. We have each other in every way except for a sexual sense. I can tell you anything, and you will help me through any situation. Ich liebe dich, Zwilling. If not my true twin, you are at least part of my spiritual family.
My boyfriend,
You are last on the list, but not in my heart. I want to keep you near for now and as long as possible. I dread the day that I move even a state away, just mere hours away from you. You may be thirty minutes away, but you are always here in my heart.
So this is my New Years resolution. I want to keep you around m'dear. Even while you are thirty minutes away and me moving six hours away in the fall, I want you to be mine ♥.
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Music
I am trying to do a video about religious intolerance and how it effects people... This is one of my song choices. Its a Christian band called RED (I thought it was semi-ironic). This song is titled Pieces. Not a perfect fit, but I -love- the music of it. Maybe an instrumental?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Uw8mIcQJn8&list=AL94UKMTqg-9AAv_kA4Hh6hcP0c_D248f2&index=2
Another suggestion for me (thanks hun!):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMmQSEaS-w0
And this one seems to be the winner (slower would have been nicer in the beginning, but the lyrics are wonderful)!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xHto4vAJ8o
Is it true what they say?Are we too blind to find the way?Fear of the unknownClouds our hearts today.
Come into my world,See through my eyes.Try to understand,Don't want to lose what we have.
We've been dreamingBut who can deny?It's the best way of livingBetween the truth and the lies.
[Chorus:]See who I am,Break through the surface.Reach for my hand,Let's show them that we canFree your mind and find the way.The world is in our hands,This is not the end.
Fear is withering the soulAt the point of no return.We must be the change we wish to see.
I'll come into your world,See through your eyes.I'll try to understand,Before we lose what we have.
We just can't stop believingBecause we have to try.We can rise above the truth and their lies.
[Chorus x2]See who I am,Break through the surface.Reach for my hand,Let's show them that we canFree your mind and find the way.The world is in our hands.
This is not the end.
I hear their silencePreaching my blame.Will our strength remainIf their power reigns?
[Chorus x2]See who I am,Break through the surface.Reach for my hand,Let's show them that we canFree your mind and find the way.The world is in our hands.
This is not the end.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Uw8mIcQJn8&list=AL94UKMTqg-9AAv_kA4Hh6hcP0c_D248f2&index=2
Another suggestion for me (thanks hun!):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMmQSEaS-w0
And this one seems to be the winner (slower would have been nicer in the beginning, but the lyrics are wonderful)!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xHto4vAJ8o
Is it true what they say?Are we too blind to find the way?Fear of the unknownClouds our hearts today.
Come into my world,See through my eyes.Try to understand,Don't want to lose what we have.
We've been dreamingBut who can deny?It's the best way of livingBetween the truth and the lies.
[Chorus:]See who I am,Break through the surface.Reach for my hand,Let's show them that we canFree your mind and find the way.The world is in our hands,This is not the end.
Fear is withering the soulAt the point of no return.We must be the change we wish to see.
I'll come into your world,See through your eyes.I'll try to understand,Before we lose what we have.
We just can't stop believingBecause we have to try.We can rise above the truth and their lies.
[Chorus x2]See who I am,Break through the surface.Reach for my hand,Let's show them that we canFree your mind and find the way.The world is in our hands.
This is not the end.
I hear their silencePreaching my blame.Will our strength remainIf their power reigns?
[Chorus x2]See who I am,Break through the surface.Reach for my hand,Let's show them that we canFree your mind and find the way.The world is in our hands.
This is not the end.
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
What I am
I do not claim to be an expert. In fact, I am anything but. What I am, however, is a Pagan. I have referenced this fact before, but I didnt go into much detail.
I identify with Wicca more than anything. I believe in the male and female aspects of everything, including a deity. The God and Goddess, Lord and Lady. I also believe in the four elemental spirits, with the fifth (spirit) being the Lord and Lady combined. I like to name things, so in my head I am learning and memorizing my names for the four spirits and Lord and Lady. The intelligent Wind is Anemone, empathetic Water is Arethousa, passionate fire is Aethon, and stable Earth is Demetrios. All of the names are Greek names relating/meaning that element. I relate heavily to the Greeks, as you can probably tell. When we see a deity, I believe it is the same force that we see. The different Gods and Goddesses that the Greeks saw and believed in I believe are different ways to see the Lord and Lady. When I am wishing for wisdom, I see Athena. When I want courage in the face of danger, I see Ares.
Another topic is energy. There is SOOO MUCH I could go in to. But for now, the basics. The energy of the universe, or All, connects every one of us, and is everywhere. Some of us can see or sense this energy and manipulate it. For those of you interested in learning how to achieve this feat, there are some things you need to learn. Ground, Center, and Making a Circle. I wont explain this here, but it is very important to learn. And dont get discouraged, I still cant see energy, and its a goal that ive had for years.
Well, enough for now. Maybe I will post later.
I identify with Wicca more than anything. I believe in the male and female aspects of everything, including a deity. The God and Goddess, Lord and Lady. I also believe in the four elemental spirits, with the fifth (spirit) being the Lord and Lady combined. I like to name things, so in my head I am learning and memorizing my names for the four spirits and Lord and Lady. The intelligent Wind is Anemone, empathetic Water is Arethousa, passionate fire is Aethon, and stable Earth is Demetrios. All of the names are Greek names relating/meaning that element. I relate heavily to the Greeks, as you can probably tell. When we see a deity, I believe it is the same force that we see. The different Gods and Goddesses that the Greeks saw and believed in I believe are different ways to see the Lord and Lady. When I am wishing for wisdom, I see Athena. When I want courage in the face of danger, I see Ares.
Another topic is energy. There is SOOO MUCH I could go in to. But for now, the basics. The energy of the universe, or All, connects every one of us, and is everywhere. Some of us can see or sense this energy and manipulate it. For those of you interested in learning how to achieve this feat, there are some things you need to learn. Ground, Center, and Making a Circle. I wont explain this here, but it is very important to learn. And dont get discouraged, I still cant see energy, and its a goal that ive had for years.
Well, enough for now. Maybe I will post later.
Saturday, November 24, 2012
Sometimes I wonder...
Sometimes I wonder why good people have to suffer.
Sometimes I wonder if we could have stopped it.
Sometimes I wonder if I can help more.
Uncle Gene,
Ive always loved you and cared about you. I worry about you and what will happen. But, I believe in fate, and think that it happens for a reason. You will show us hope, show us how strong our family is. We all love you uncle Kooky Wooky, and hope you get better!!
Love you,
Koopa Kiyah
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Overwhelmed
Well, those dizzy spells were from low blood pressure caused by an untreated infection. But now something else has gone wrong.
One of my closer family members has something wrong with his brain. He got lost at work, and couldnt remember a thing. He and his wife are currently heading to a neurologist while their daughter (whom i adore) is staying here. And after them taking moat my day to diagnose me... its been a long long overwhelming day.
Oh, and its Thanksgiving. What am I thankful for?? That my family member probably found a good doctor.
Well this is odd...
The past few days, ive been having a weird reaction. It will happen seemingly randomly. The top front if my brain will feel tingly and fuzzy, and all ill want to do is lay down and close my eyes. Not sleep, just relax. When I do, it feels like im flying. Also, my speech (normally complex and maturish) starts sounding like a little girl. I want to cry as well, but ive found thats my normal reaction to 'somethings wrong!'
Oh, and something else thats been happening for a while that I never gave much thought is that I have spasms. My muscles will all contract at once, making me twitch and stuff. The definition if that is either a tic or seizures -.-
Well, im about to go to the doctor... wonder whats wrong with me this time??
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